now, the future is an open book. sometime down the future, sometime down the road, and i think we will cross that come to it. >> jenny, how do you feel about him deploying again? >> i do not want it to happen. having your husband, your boyfriend, your son, your loved deployed, and knowing that they're going to be somewhere that dangerous, without water, without electricity, it is an awful . going through the whole time, for a year, the days dragged on, constantly worry. if you do not want anything to happen to him. would you want him to go back again?